Easter Day

My eastern day wasn’t that great. I feel was horrible being to much emotion that day. I found out my brother had accident from driving the motor. Drive me insane if I contact them and phone say, out coverage area please try again later. They don’t have no idea how many times I called them and I feel worried and terrified because I can not be there in person with them. I told them I cannot make it to come home because they know already, I live so far away and I can’t live my job and daughter in school, too. I had that feeling even I helped them pay the bills and ect. I want to be there in present. God is Great I believe he protect my brother, he is okay.

In that week my aunt and me had a problems we don’t have communication of few months because we had misunderstanding. She blocks me in face book and now, I bagging her to answer my phone call and text. She event not replied of any of those. She answered once by accident   but when she heard my name she says FUCK and she hang up the phone. I was trying to communicate with her again because family told me that she had a breast cancer but I can not force my self to do that again, whatever happen to her I will not contact her anymore even she’s my own blood. It’s unfair how she treated me. If I made a mistake why she just say, I don’t want to talk to you anymore. I need her to pranks me but, like family said. Let her go, maybe she will realize someday.

I had a friend is hard to work with. She asked me to come visit. Of course, I was expecting her to come that weekend. It’s happen many times she ask to come and here she go again she is not showing up and She even not bothers to call or text that she cannot make it to come. I think now I am tired dealing with other people because all the week and weekend I feel pissed. So, I have to move on and let those problems free.

I thank God my daughter, husband and Mother-in-law who always understanding. They always there for me even I am in the bad mood. We still make it to the egg hunt in down town. What a life…

Hope you’ll have a good weekend

Garva Woodland Gardens Hot Spring, Arkansas

          Here’s the few picture from our trip in garva woodland gardens hot spring Arkansas. My husband and I went a mini getaway since my mother-in-law and my daughter are not around with us. It sad that both of them are gone to Florida for the first time this long of spring break that’s why husband and I decide to do something fun in a weekend too. It was really nice and we both enjoyed seeing view in garden. One reason, I like to come visit this garva woodland gardens is to look the flowers since its spring. I was been planning to see the tulips and flowers when its blooming. Unfortunately we come to early and it was not all flowers blooming yet but, I am happy to had opportunities and experience the beauty of nature and maybe, we come visit again next time with family.
          This is my first visit in hot spring, Arkansas. It was a gloomy and cloudy but we had a good time walking and enjoying the fresh air around the garva woodland garden.  I don’t remember how long we walked the entire garden but, all I know I want to go back again with my daughter and family. Even it was cloudy the weather was nice because it was not cold and it was not hot either. Just about right.
          I don’t mind to walk more this garden you will not get so bored and tired looking around. Everything is interesting. You will surely enjoy because so much fun to do. My husband took more picture of me. He don’t like me to take him a picture but he will take a picture for you if you asked and I swore you don’t even try to get him in the picture he is one not fan of any picture.
          

The bridge behind me is Joy Manning Scotch Bridge of the Full Moon it is beautiful place to visit.  Be prepared because it’s a lot of walking trails but you will enjoy the breathtaking sight. I would return here again with family.

Spring Tulips Extravaganza – the tulips flowers are not completely bloom  we are bit early in this season to see many blooms but, we still had a great time walking around and enjoy the nice scenery. 

What amazing spot at first we don’t know where to start but the stuff told us. Always go the left. Naturally very beautiful.

The tulips Flowers Sooooo beautiful especially when it’s all bloom. I haven’t seen this much tulips and different colors in one place. But, I am glad to see this for the first time.

Garvan Pavilion – it’s surrounded of lot stunning flowers in that area. Every turn you make there’s more. My most favorites are around these flowers. I feel relax and breathing the fresh air. 

Koi Fish- the pond in garva woodland garden. They had beautiful colorful fish and huge. Even thought it was rainy. Our photos came out well.

Evans Children’s adventure Garden - my husband is art professor and he amaze everything’s inside the garden. He is thinking to bring his student here.

Girl's Day Out.

Hi love!

I had a good time last weekend with the girl’s day out. It was my first and nice experience.  My friend and I been planning this shopping at little rock mall. I was told them I want to go shopping at target, best buy, forever21, and sophora.  I only went to sophora store but I didn’t buy anything from there because I wanted to give myself a time to explore and testing the product before buying so I ended up buy nothing.  I was not sure what the best foundation and concealer for me and since, were kind of hurry for everything’s. Like we don’t have enough time to tasting product.

My friend they still want to go target or best buy in Conway but I told them that I feel already tired and thinking my daughter and my husband been missed call 6 times. It because we not used to get far apart since were married. Like I said here my first time going out somewhere without my husband and daughter with me. But the same day, we both road trip to little rock my husband, daughter went to little rock that weekend to dropped my mother-in-law at the airport then they went to art gallery, lunch and they also shopping at Asian store.

I think we spent in little rock shopping, lunch and visiting about whole day we left from home at 9 o’clock and back at almost 8 o’clock. My feet was tired but worth it. I thank to my friend who drive and inviting me to go with them.  You know, that day I treat my self to go star buck and had a delicious coffee for breakfast. During lunch we went this nice Japanese restaurant that I was impress their yummy fried rice but I got a raw fish sushi with rice and I thought it was cool but I will not get a raw sushi next time. It because I am scared since my friend told me about their story that they heard someone after eating raw fish sushi was got serious ill or sick in the stomach. When I got home I totally throw up not because im sick. I remember their story and that hard to take out in my head but it’s been a week so, I didn’t feel any and I start detox myself drinking a lot of tea and water with lemon, cucumber, mint and ginger roots.

The store that we went to shopped.  First we had drive thru window in the star buck coffee,  Ashley furniture, 3rd visiting to Fran daughter,  Japanese restaurant for lunch, bath and beyond, Sam’s and Dillard Mall. In Dillard mall i had bought few items from wet-seal and finally i went to that store. If I ever come again to little rock I want to go back to the bath and beyond because they had a huge one.

Balikbayan Box

Another balikbayan Box to sent Philippines. Our very first ever-sending four boxes this year. Hoping they all make it arrive before we get there sometimes on summer. I don’t remember exactly what I put in their but some food, clothes, medicine and pasalobong (a something gift for families, too).

It’s going to be five years I haven’t seen family or visiting Philippines. Were hoping my daughter, my husband and I get easily adjust once were there. I remember five years ago we stayed about two months I still had that jetlag all through that vacation.

I sent few gift to the family that I know but by now I think my family are getting bigger. Those aunt, uncle, 1^st cousin to 3^rd cousin and relatives are expected the pasalobong from other country but the truth its really impossible for me to afford giving each one of them. I know, in mentally judge some of them are going to jealous and mad at me for reason even you already give things, some of them think is not enough. So, its scary to go back and meeting them. But, some of my friends advise to me. Not to stress just focus to the immediate family and those relatives who cares a lot when you are need them because their reason, no matter how hard you try they still talking a bad things about you, me or any body experience the situation if you are from abroad what you do in this experience? Just wondering if anyone there please comment and advice what to do? In my situation, I still have both parents; one brother and only two additions in my family are nephew and niece that I didn’t meet in person yet. I feel excited but worried. 

Thanks For Stopping in My Blog, Have a good day and Take care

Ice/Snow

I think 15 days till spring. I am ready for spring is one of my favorite when flowers bloom, grass get green, trees back to alive and everyone start gardening. But, the other day this march we got another ice/snow it was fun to look especially we know that we don’t have to go anywhere. First I though I have to go outside and play because maybe, this is the last one of this year.

My daughter wasn’t fun a snow anymore. She was not the same when she was little. She was used to like to go outside and build a snow man but now, my nine years old still excited because she know she stayed home when is weather like this. I more noticed she come outside for taking photo only so, we can have a photo of send my family in Philippines.