My eastern day wasn’t that great. I feel was horrible being
to much emotion that day. I found out my brother had accident from driving the
motor. Drive me insane if I contact them and phone say, out coverage area
please try again later. They don’t have no idea how many times I called them
and I feel worried and terrified because I can not be there in person with
them. I told them I cannot make it to come home because they know already, I
live so far away and I can’t live my job and daughter in school, too. I had
that feeling even I helped them pay the bills and ect. I want to be there in
present. God is Great I believe he protect my brother, he is okay.
In that week my aunt and me had a problems we don’t have
communication of few months because we had misunderstanding. She blocks me in
face book and now, I bagging her to answer my phone call and text. She event
not replied of any of those. She answered once by accident but when she heard my name she says
FUCK and she hang up the phone. I was trying to communicate with her again
because family told me that she had a breast cancer but I can not force my self
to do that again, whatever happen to her I will not contact her anymore even
she’s my own blood. It’s unfair how she treated me. If I made a mistake why she
just say, I don’t want to talk to you anymore. I need her to pranks me but,
like family said. Let her go, maybe she will realize someday.
I had a friend is hard to work with. She asked me to come
visit. Of course, I was expecting her to come that weekend. It’s happen many
times she ask to come and here she go again she is not showing up and She even
not bothers to call or text that she cannot make it to come. I think now I am
tired dealing with other people because all the week and weekend I feel pissed.
So, I have to move on and let those problems free.
I thank God my daughter, husband and Mother-in-law who
always understanding. They always there for me even I am in the bad mood. We still
make it to the egg hunt in down town. What a life…
Hope you’ll have a good weekend